https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lZgMDIT41PE
Verse 1
Wasn't raised religious
並不是變得信仰化
But I wish that I was
但我但願自己是
Having nothing to believe in
沒有什麼是相信的
It’s been killing my buzz
但這一直在殺死我 令我激動
Pre-Chorus
Yeah, I cut my hair, close the blinds
對 我把頭髮剪短 關上窗簾
Play "Hallelujah" like two dozen times
祈求 哈利路亞 像已經有兩倍次數
And yesterday, I tried to pray
而昨天 我嘗試祈禱
But I didn't know what to say
但 我不知道該說什麼
Chorus
I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up
我太傷心地哭 太高興而起床
Don’t even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up
甚至不去嘗試 因我太害怕會把一切搞糟
Don't like to talk, I just lay in my bed
不願意和人聊天 只躺在我的床上
Don't even try to go out with my friends
甚至都不外出和朋友聚會
Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking
向我的醫生說謊 但她知道我在假裝
Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'em
給我一些藥丸 但我太害怕去吞下它們
I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry
我嘗試並嘗試 但我還是太傷心地哭
Verse 2
Can’t tell my mama
不能告訴我媽媽
It makes her worry
這只會令她擔心
I’m not suicidal
我並沒有自殺的想法
Sometimes, the lines get all blurry
只是有些時候 人生都變得模糊
Pre-Chorus
Yeah, I cut my hair, close the blinds
對 我把頭髮剪短 關上窗簾
Play "Hallelujah" like two dozen times
祈求 哈利路亞 像已經有兩倍次數
And yesterday, I tried to pray
而昨天 我嘗試祈禱
But I didn't know what to say
但 我不知道該說什麼
Chorus
I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up
我太傷心地哭 太高興而起床
Don’t even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up
甚至不去嘗試 因我太害怕會把一切搞糟
Don't like to talk, I just lay in my bed
不願意和人聊天 只躺在我的床上
Don't even try to go out with my friends
甚至都不外出和朋友聚會
Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking
向我的醫生說謊 但她知道我在假裝
Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'em
給我一些藥丸 但我太害怕去吞下它們
I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry
我嘗試並嘗試 但我還是太傷心地哭
Chorus
I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up
我太傷心地哭 太高興而起床
Don’t even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up
甚至不去嘗試 因我太害怕會把一切搞糟
Don't like to talk, I just stay in my bed
不願意和人聊天 只留在我的床上
Don't even try to go out with my friends
甚至都不外出和朋友聚會
Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking
向我的醫生說謊 但她知道我在假裝
Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take 'em
給我一些藥丸 但我太害怕去吞下它們
I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry
我嘗試並嘗試 但我還是太傷心地哭

Too... to意思是 太⋯以至於不能 太難過哭不出來